Hello again

It's been a long time since I blogged here. I've been busy with other stuffs, and I was really lazy to post here but recently, due to my love for make up, I've decided to add that here on my super random blog. I've been obsessed with it. Whenever I go to a mall, the beauty area is my first stop. :D It's funny because back in high school, my friends would tell me to use a baby powder on my face. I always say no and that I don't need it. Of course, I ended up using one until college. Only that, and nothing else, because I was afraid to try other beauty products, even pressed powders. Last year 2010, I finally had the guts to check out other make up products! Since I was a beginner, I had to look online for what products to buy for someone like me. I don't have a sister, and my mom isn't much of  a make up lover (she shared some of the basic products to use though) so the internet was pretty much my source! Going back, I remember buying a pressed powder, a red lip gloss, a small eyeshadow palette and a black eyebrow pencil. All items bought are from Careline, It's all cheap 'cause I was only starting and just experimenting. After that, my obsession for it stopped then last month, it started again. I'm now even fond of watching make up tutorials! Anyway, that's it for now. Wait for my next post! I'll be ranting about the products I discovered earlier this year, and the products that I'm loving now. :)

Random

My hopes rocketed sky high. Never again! Well, to that particular thing only.

Random realizations 1

- Sometimes, we think that our good intentions are always right, because we are often blinded by our own desires that also leads us to forget about what the other person will truly feel. We should always try put ourselves in their shoes first before making any move, otherwise, conflict will arise.

- Whenever I commit a mistake, I now tell myself that it's either I'm stuck at the spot forever or i will accept, learn from it, and move on. It's easier said than done, though. Usually, I'm stuck at first. Guilt, sadness, and anger will cloud my mind, and then I'll begin to accept the bitter truth. That's how it goes. 

- I also realized that we can never dictate nor ask a person of what we want them to do for us. Don't you think it's better if that person do things for you coming from their heart and without asking them to do it? All people know these, but unfortunately, we often forget. This should set as a reminder for me and for other people too.

For the sake of updating.. ;p

I know it's been a long time since I last posted an entry here. I've been kind of busy especially with my dad being at the hospital and all. (He's getting better now, btw. Thank you, Lord.) Yes, I go online everyday but unfortunately, my mind is also preoccupied with other things. You can also say that I'm distracted. Anyway, pictures are taken last week when my cousins and my relatives visited my dad at the hospital. We hung out at Starbucks for a while. 

I'll just add the other photos next time.

Photoshopped

I want to share the pictures(me and my cousins) I edited. It's nothing special, really. I'm just trying different ways of photo manipulation using the Adobe Photoshop. All shots were taken by yours truly.

Photo with a reflection. Next time, I'm going to edit it with a blue background! So it'll be easier to notice the reflection and to look more realistic.

BEFORE (edited)

AFTER (edited) I got the wings from Deviant art and the backgrounds(texture) from Google. I changed the colors, though.

Before (unedited)

AFTER (edited) I actually used a different kind of editing technique with this photo.

That's pretty much all of it. I'm going to edit more when I have time! 'Til my next entry!

XO Jessica

Randomness

I AM GOING CRAZY!!


Love is dsdq@#$$#@!@#$T^Y&U*IMJDNbvfdnkad@!
Some people are $#(%R#$($%EWQDX#@@!!#!@#!@!
I need #@#$@$#^$#@$^%$#@@$%%^*^YTRGDFSAW# 
I wonder if #$%$%$#@!FGDF^$WRSFGHY@!@@#!Q!

So much ire in me. It really sucks. Have you ever felt that way? And all you can do is cry, and scream inside? Thus, insanity prevails. What an awful feeling. I hate it. I'm looking forward to a brighter day. I just need to be positive at all times.


XO Jessica

Layout problem

I want to create my own layout here, but it's definitely going to take time. Bummer. Looking at the html code is driving my mind crazy! Well I'm almost there, I think? Not even sure if I'll be able to accomplish it, because lazyness is just around the corner.


Note to self: Patience is a virtue.

XO Jessica